
I am at cross roads today. One is the chosen path of awareness and self-improvement. The medium is being in here and now, recognizing feelings, coping with the same etc. Second is the reality of here and now. The medium is logical thinking, unacknowledged feelings, coping with suppressed emotions etc.
Where forth shall you go, milady?
Time and again I have faced questions, had options and made choices. But today I feel really tired. Tired of carrying with me the unacknowledged feelings, tired of pushing the envelope, tired of making choices, tired of taking the first step…
Which path shall I choose?
